Innocent lil lady,
A man of your word,
Never did y'all wrong me,
So this is what I deserve.
Your TRUST,
Your LOYALTY,
You've always given me.
Your LOVE,
Your RESPECT,
You've always shown me.
Your FRIENDSHIP,
Your INITIATIVE,
You've always provided me.
My friend,
My sister,
My brother,
That bond we seemed to share,
No other would ever be able to compare.
Through the good times,
And Lord knows the bad...
I love every moment that we've had.
But then...
One day you wake up and find yourself stranded,
Alone in this world like you never imagined.
The ones who seemed so close,
Who always seemed to say and do the most.
Call or text me whenever you need me,
Suddenly becomes a GHOST.
You thought just for one minute what could be a joke,
Just creeped on me like a cloud of smoke.
Calling and texting,
Texting and calling,
What the fuck is this about!?
Deceive me,
Believe me,
Best believe you will achieve me.
Sike!
Bitch please, that was only a tease.
You see...
The words they spoke was not a lie,
Nor was it the total truth.
The he say.... or was it was she say?
Doesn't matter cuz in the end it's what they've said.
I'll call you... True.
I'll text you.. again, true.
But what he fail to mention,
And what seemed to slip her mind,
is that they'll communicate on their own damn time.
Friendship...
My Brother...
My Sister...
Don't play the games, nor manipulate.
I'm a firm believer in Karma,
And I know that bitch will investigate.
Nothing's wrong,
C'mon!!!! C'mon, are we still singing this song?
My friendship is real, I've known this far too long.
Keep it real,
Tell me da deal.
Problem solver?
Not quite yet...
Shall I proceed!?
YES INDEED!
I'm not afraid of letting go,
But I am afraid of letting the wrong feelings show.
So before I have my final say,
I'll be patient and await the day...
The day that they'll come clean,
Like a celebrity, in a mean limousine.
Warning! Warning! Red Alert.
Think wisely before you speak.
I have further knowledge in which I've seeked.
No longer will I hold you,
You're free to go at your desire.
But always remember...
You'll now be known as my IMPECCABLE lil Liar.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
1ce Upon A Time
1ce upon a time I was a child,
Blinded to many things,battling to even walk a mile.
You told me what I thought was right,
Not concern with how things would be in my sight.
I followed and believed,
Years later, realizing I was deceived.
1ce upon a time, I had no voice,
I allowed othes to speak, did I have a choice?
You see, you caught me at a weak moment, telling me I couldn't,
Foolish enough to believe that I shouldn't.
Who were you to tell me where to go,
Nigga please,my journey,my show.
1ce upon a time, I held eveything in,
Still proceeding with caution, I've realized my sin.
Too many nights I cried,
Some nights wishing I would have died.
I mean, why not? You had my soul,
Total control.
1ce upon a time, life was a trap,
Like a bitch, I jus got slapped.
Not knowing which direction to go,
In hopes that the wind would just blow.
I'd find my escape...
Haven't caught my 1ce upon a time?
Let me continue with this so called rhyme.
You see my 1ce upon a time isn't just about my past,
What you don't seem to realize is that none of this is my last.
What you may have thought was a fight,
Just got me somewhat tight.
1ce upon a time, I was too blind to see,
Never once did u say you believed in me.
I had to pave my own way...
I wrote my own songs, moved to my own beat and attempted to sound my own drum.
Take a second, stop and listen,
Did you really think I was that dumb?
You see what may have been my 1ce upon on time,
Just became over-powered with a small hint of rhyme.
I'm taking back what you stole from me,
You'll hear my story and see what I see.
My words may not have flown,
But that wasn't my mission,
For all the hurt, tears and pain,
I still remained sane.
Strong, able to stand on my own, I know this is hurting you,
Then again, it's probaly not,
At the end of the day, all I really needed to say...
What was once my 1ce upon a time,
Doesn't exist anymore.
I started over, taking a new route,
and who seemed to have died so long ago...
*Silence*
My true 1ce upon a time has yet to be told,
when my true story is written, I'll be sold.
To peace, love and happiness,
A sense of finally feeling free,
living my life with ease,
and finally...
Finally accepting me.
1ce upon a time?
I'd said not...
Stay tune.
Blinded to many things,battling to even walk a mile.
You told me what I thought was right,
Not concern with how things would be in my sight.
I followed and believed,
Years later, realizing I was deceived.
1ce upon a time, I had no voice,
I allowed othes to speak, did I have a choice?
You see, you caught me at a weak moment, telling me I couldn't,
Foolish enough to believe that I shouldn't.
Who were you to tell me where to go,
Nigga please,my journey,my show.
1ce upon a time, I held eveything in,
Still proceeding with caution, I've realized my sin.
Too many nights I cried,
Some nights wishing I would have died.
I mean, why not? You had my soul,
Total control.
1ce upon a time, life was a trap,
Like a bitch, I jus got slapped.
Not knowing which direction to go,
In hopes that the wind would just blow.
I'd find my escape...
Haven't caught my 1ce upon a time?
Let me continue with this so called rhyme.
You see my 1ce upon a time isn't just about my past,
What you don't seem to realize is that none of this is my last.
What you may have thought was a fight,
Just got me somewhat tight.
1ce upon a time, I was too blind to see,
Never once did u say you believed in me.
I had to pave my own way...
I wrote my own songs, moved to my own beat and attempted to sound my own drum.
Take a second, stop and listen,
Did you really think I was that dumb?
You see what may have been my 1ce upon on time,
Just became over-powered with a small hint of rhyme.
I'm taking back what you stole from me,
You'll hear my story and see what I see.
My words may not have flown,
But that wasn't my mission,
For all the hurt, tears and pain,
I still remained sane.
Strong, able to stand on my own, I know this is hurting you,
Then again, it's probaly not,
At the end of the day, all I really needed to say...
What was once my 1ce upon a time,
Doesn't exist anymore.
I started over, taking a new route,
and who seemed to have died so long ago...
*Silence*
My true 1ce upon a time has yet to be told,
when my true story is written, I'll be sold.
To peace, love and happiness,
A sense of finally feeling free,
living my life with ease,
and finally...
Finally accepting me.
1ce upon a time?
I'd said not...
Stay tune.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Seasons, Friendships... how so?
Allow me to connect with you for a brief moment, if you will...
Being the person that I am, I actually have time to sit and observe what goes on in my everyday life from past to present. I feel that it's something that we all should do even if it's only for 30mins out of our everyday routine.12 months in a year, yet only four seasons... I guess it's safe to say that a lot has to take place during this time duration. Whether you're in school, working, being a bum, or just living your life, I refuse to believe that nothing at all passes you by. But dats irrelevant at this time. Allow me to ask you this... Who wants to go through a whole year without having anyone at all to befriend, console to, work with, or even say simple words such "Hello" and "Take care" to? Is it safe to say none of us?
With that being said, the simple fact that I'm even taking the time to write this note shows that people have been placed into my life, or else i wouldn't have anyone to share it will. Hmm? Did i really just say that YOU were placed into my life???? It's true, everyone comes into your life for a reason, but it's upto you to determine if it was a positive or negative cause. I don't see anything wrong with getting to know someone, because I believe that somewhere in that process you are also getting to know yourself. Don't get it twisted though, I'm not insinuating that you go out and meet people just so that you can find out something about yourself, however, you can go out and meet people to test the waters. What I mean by that is, you may meet someone that you click with instantly and seems like the sun will always shine. But then you meet those people who gives you a harder time at getting to know them... I like to call them "Da Stormz of My Life". LOL! I told the storm to pass, storm you won't last... meaning that even though it started off so stormy, the sun somehow started to shine again.
It's funny because those friendships that seemed like nothing could ever go wrong, are usually the friendships that are seasonal. You expect nothing but good things to come from it, yet their the ones that will most likely hurt you in the end. Where as, those friendships that didn't seem so friendly in the beginning, you know the ones that took you through the storm and back... I honestly feel that those are the friendships that will last a LIFETIME. No friendship is perfect, and neither are we. Feel me?True... this may not make a lot of sense to some of you, but the truth lies in the eyes of the beholder (or writer) in this case. C'mon I know you can agree with me when I say that some people are seasons, while others are forever. Only you can determine which is which. Real talk.
But I can assure you, it's probaly going to be those seasonals that teaches you a lifelong lesson in the end.
Just a thought... what's yours?
Being the person that I am, I actually have time to sit and observe what goes on in my everyday life from past to present. I feel that it's something that we all should do even if it's only for 30mins out of our everyday routine.12 months in a year, yet only four seasons... I guess it's safe to say that a lot has to take place during this time duration. Whether you're in school, working, being a bum, or just living your life, I refuse to believe that nothing at all passes you by. But dats irrelevant at this time. Allow me to ask you this... Who wants to go through a whole year without having anyone at all to befriend, console to, work with, or even say simple words such "Hello" and "Take care" to? Is it safe to say none of us?
With that being said, the simple fact that I'm even taking the time to write this note shows that people have been placed into my life, or else i wouldn't have anyone to share it will. Hmm? Did i really just say that YOU were placed into my life???? It's true, everyone comes into your life for a reason, but it's upto you to determine if it was a positive or negative cause. I don't see anything wrong with getting to know someone, because I believe that somewhere in that process you are also getting to know yourself. Don't get it twisted though, I'm not insinuating that you go out and meet people just so that you can find out something about yourself, however, you can go out and meet people to test the waters. What I mean by that is, you may meet someone that you click with instantly and seems like the sun will always shine. But then you meet those people who gives you a harder time at getting to know them... I like to call them "Da Stormz of My Life". LOL! I told the storm to pass, storm you won't last... meaning that even though it started off so stormy, the sun somehow started to shine again.
It's funny because those friendships that seemed like nothing could ever go wrong, are usually the friendships that are seasonal. You expect nothing but good things to come from it, yet their the ones that will most likely hurt you in the end. Where as, those friendships that didn't seem so friendly in the beginning, you know the ones that took you through the storm and back... I honestly feel that those are the friendships that will last a LIFETIME. No friendship is perfect, and neither are we. Feel me?True... this may not make a lot of sense to some of you, but the truth lies in the eyes of the beholder (or writer) in this case. C'mon I know you can agree with me when I say that some people are seasons, while others are forever. Only you can determine which is which. Real talk.
But I can assure you, it's probaly going to be those seasonals that teaches you a lifelong lesson in the end.
Just a thought... what's yours?
Monday, June 14, 2010
A Cloudy Night
Resting in the midst of the night, tears began to pour down my eyes. Flashback! A flashback that will taunt me for a lifetime.
No one will ever understand the hurt and pain that has been brought into my life. The nightmares... sometimes a beautiful nightmare, that will form me into the man I've grown to be.
Resting in my sheets, I began to think of all the misery that has towered its way into my life. Resting in my sheets I began accept that clouds that would soon bring the storm. In the midst of my cloudy nights, I knew in the morning the sun will somehow shine again.
No one will ever understand the hurt and pain that has been brought into my life. The nightmares... sometimes a beautiful nightmare, that will form me into the man I've grown to be.
Resting in my sheets, I began to think of all the misery that has towered its way into my life. Resting in my sheets I began accept that clouds that would soon bring the storm. In the midst of my cloudy nights, I knew in the morning the sun will somehow shine again.
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